Hey everyone~ Sorry for being gone for so long, but glad to still be here, and have more followers each week.
This is the end. ...of 2014, that is! The new year starts, and I got 2 goals - Get a job, and start to lose this damn weight!!!
Also - to leave Colorado and go back home to Illinois, and never see my step-father again.
In case no one follows me on Facebook, here's what my post there read:
Tonight, I almost punched my step-father from how angry he made me. Not because I was drunk, and neither was he. It was what he was telling me.
For the past 2 months, I've been living in Colorado with my mom and step-dad. And they are 50% of the reason I'm here. The other reason is my friend, Leslie - Whom I've known on Xbox Live for now, 8 years.
We were finally going to meet, but then Leslie had some issues come up, to prevent her from meeting up with me. And what is my step-dad's reaction to this?
"Her parents most likely don't want her meeting up with someone like you."
"I wouldn't let my daughter go meet some stranger out of the blue."
"She was probably leading you on. People do that, welcome to reality."
He, and my mom, kept asking me what my plan was to meet her before I leave. I kept telling them "I don't know", because I can't do anything about her schedule of what she has planned to do, or even if something comes up randomly to prevent her from us meeting.
My step-father basically plastered a metaphorical plaque to my chest reading "Pervert", "Molester", "Rapist", "No one good". And when I retorted to his statements? He'd bark at me, "Cool the attitude."
Leslie is the only thing keeping me here in Colorado right now. Otherwise, I'd be on a plane back to my REAL home right now. I hate this place, and I want to go back home to my real family... before I do something that will force me to stay in Colorado...
Leslie is one of my best friends, but this situation tonight makes me want to leave Colorado and never come back. I love my friends, but my step-father has ruined my experience here.
HAPPY NEW YEARS OF 2015!!!!!!